devoting to dreams

Hey there friend, however this moment finds you, I'm grateful to be here, connecting with you in this space, in this way.

There's tiredness physically present throughout me now. Heavy eyelids, lullaby heartbeat, soft and subtle breath. And it's okay. Tiredness can be here with us, and I can choose to create anyway.

How about you?

How are the energies of May unfolding for you so far?

In my experience, May is starting out dynamically different from April. And one of the main shifts I've gotten to experience in this first week of being 25 is a move towards long-term dream projects, and a move away from spontaneous daily social media content creation.

In April, I found myself thoroughly enjoying Instagram as an outlet for anchoring creative energy and illuminating multidimensional consciousness. Filming and posting, editing and writing, creating and co-creating.

Actually, now that I'm reflecting on the month as a whole, I recall setting an intention at the beginning of April to post daily reels as part of my divinely guided decision to shine rather than hide.

Though I didn't end up following a planned content calendar / bulk creation path, something else even more magical unfolded instead. As is the way. Simply by joyfully overflowing moments of delight, I ended up actualizing my intention of creating daily reels anyway. Even without a posting schedule or calendared plan. And expansive evolution occurred, indeed!

Numbers are one language of energy, and these Instagram account insight numbers reflect my inner choice to radiantly expand the visibility of my unique light.

In March,
sharing 4 posts, 79 stories,
10 reels, 8 videos, and 1 live,
I reached 4.8k and engaged 173 accounts.

Then, in April,
sharing 2 posts, 85 stories,
34 reels, 11 videos, and 3 lives,
I reached 38.7k and engaged 889 accounts.

That's +707% expansion in accounts reached and +413% growth in accounts engaged!

Plus launching my podcast spiraling with/in!

Plus the leap of going live with spirit song sessions!

Plus continuing to nurture inspiral · lumin · essence with you, First name / divine one!

Plus enjoying synchronistic encounters with “random" people out and about in public!

All the shining in all the ways.

Once upon a time I avoided clicking on the account insights feature, because I was afraid of feeling disappointed, invisible, failed, or rejected. I chose not to see the truth of what was because I was attached to expectations of what should be. Some subconscious programming of “what I don't know / don't see can't hurt me”.

And in remembering that…

  • all is energy, all is neutral, all is aligned

  • everything is the way it is for and from me

  • every number consciously resonates a specific frequency that's a holographic portal of the multidimensional whole

  • numbers are neither good nor bad, they simply reflect the energetics with/in

  • I am inherently worthy, loved, whole, and divine

…I share these numbers with you now, celebrating this snapshot of my holistic evolution!

So that's April — woohoo!

What about May? What about now?

Well, so far, as I alluded, May has been a full-on flippity-flip in energy, expression, rhythm, routine.

A zooming-in on what's calling to emerge and a surrendering of what's clearly complete.

A radical redistribution, reprioritization, reorientation, renewal of energy to focus around living my biggest, brightest, truest dreams.

This Taurus-Scorpio eclipse portal is helping highlight the vision I keep coming back to: shining as a visionary singer-songwriter, sharing divinely inspired music with resonant crowds of loving beings, interdimensionally communicating through the magical language of melodic lyrics.

As of right now, this is my biggest, brightest, truest dream.

What's your biggest, brightest, truest dream right now?

Can you listen to the first inkling that popped into your awareness?

Got it?

Beautiful.

Now, I invite us to ask ourselves:

What's serving my biggest, brightest, truest dream?

What's possible if I joyously devote myself to this dream?

Just for this month?

Just for now?

Dear one,
I believe in you,
I believe in me,
and I believe that we can choose to live
our biggest, brightest, truest dreams
here and now
in a way that benefits the freedom, peace,
and abundance of all that is!

Yes! Yes! Yes!

And so it is!

Pei-Ling Lee